It's really hard to stay motivated and positive in Germany. Most of the time here is waiting to go home. I don't have much going on over here to keep me entertained and I'm in the last few weeks of my pregnancy, so I'm extra unmotivated. I had a 1-2 weeks straight where I had this small burst of energy and felt creative, a little more upbeat and happier but it's seems I've lost it once again. I think part of this is the army's fault for constantly dicking us around and the rest... I think I'm just running low on all my "give a damn" fumes. Something goes wrong here everyday and I think I've just kind of numbed out a lot of the anger towards this stupid base, the army and this country. Whatever. I need a break.
germany=biggest mistake of my life.
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